Monthly Archives: July 2013

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I want her NOW!!!!

I want her NOW!!!!

This is a hatch that will get you arrested. If and when the GTIR version shows up, WRX part is over, Civic will run back to making EK’s or EP’s.

This is what you can describe as a true ” I did not see that coming” or “WTF” is that little thing. In 1995 I made 289 hp in one of these and the car weighed 2750 lbs. AWD turbo 5 speed with a tall 5th and LSD back and forth. Today you will be hard pressed to find that set up. Nissan is what BMW was, I hope they see it and keep at it.

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July 21, 2013 · 4:51 pm

I love SMOKING!

I love SMOKING!

I DONT ALWAYS SMOKE, BUT WHEN I DO, I SMOKE TIRES.

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July 21, 2013 · 4:14 pm

Lose

I don’t want to win from her.  It feels bad to get my way.  She is clueless about me, but I have a feeling I have earned this guilt and indifference.  Come on baby, see me, it is a numb existence being oblivious.

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Father – The undesirable

I found out through a friend of mine in the court system that my daughters name had come up. Come to find out that my better half has deemed it unnecessary for my child to have my name.  For four wonderful days I contemplate what I should do.

Last night at 9 pm after a long 16 hr day I decided to drive 400 miles over night to see if I can stop this nonsense.

My checks are welcome, the inheritance will possibly be appreciated and constant roughing up by the so called family system is surely of some  entertainment value and a source of satisfaction to the mother.

My question is, who is looking out for the child? And who really cares about this family?

Mother is blatantly manipulated by her attorney, I get to go for a ride, but where is the interest of that one little person that this is supposedly about?

Answer is, road to hell is paved with good intentions and Lawyers like Nicole did the paving.

Well , I cannot give up on my daughter, I guess that means I shall continue to fight however insignificant I may be.

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State of mind

Yesterday I saw a woman with sign at the corner of one of the richest neighborhoods in America. The 8-9 year old was holding a sign with her mom and an infant child, saying Room wanted. I had this moment of complete freeze. I did not know what to do and since there were 20 other cars on the light I was hoping someone else would.

My mind was racing with ideas, but I succumbed to the fear of being taken as in some scam. I am angry at myself for not getting over it and helping. I don’t have a place for them but I could at the least paid for a motel room for a few days. This is the moment when I realize how warped I have become in recent years. I have allowed my fears to dictate my muscle memory, because I wouldn’t even think twice before helping. Some people would call it maturity, I call it a damaged state of mind.

New mission is to restore that muscle memory by doing things no matter how stupid they sound to me or anyone else. At the end of the day I have to answer for my actions and I would rather have done than have not.

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FD

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Cleanliness is next to Godliness.  FD has an irrefutable timeless style. 50/50 weight distribution lends to razor sharp handling and predictable chassis. Definitely a car to have in your collection.

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