How old is your daughter ?

Me: little one is 4 going on 5

Abe : fun age

Me: yeah…..( as I thought …. I wouldn’t know)

miss you SD

C’est la vie

It is life. However we have to live to it. Mistakes need to be paid for in full. One day however I will come for you and you wont deny me what is rightfully mine, if it ever was to begin with. One day I will find out the truth behind every word you ever said. Until then I will now, build something no one can expect from the fallen. One life, one love.

09/13/2013

This is the day when I feel like I woke up from a zombie like state. I realized that I have lost my way, that I do not have much time to repair. Man oh man, what was I thinking?

Loyalty

It is the best word and the most misused one. What is loyalty?

“Loyalty and devotion lead to bravery. Bravery leads to the spirit of self-sacrifice. The spirit of self-sacrifice creates trust in the power of love.”

Morihei Ueshiba

Another said :

I have a loyalty that runs in my bloodstream, when I lock into someone or something, you can’t get me away from it because I commit that thoroughly. That’s in friendship, that’s a deal, that’s a commitment. Don’t give me paper – I can get the same lawyer who drew it up to break it. But if you shake my hand, that’s for life.

Jerry Lewis

I personally have been accused of so much in life and I could fight and counter all of it if I would just open my mouth. But, I will not, because I have to keep my word. To me, if the only way I can look good is by destroying another, then I careless what some think of me based on hearsay . Life is not about excuses or not having a spinal cord. I take sides and I stand by those I call or called friends long after they have switched. Someone said to me ” in this world sammy, easy way is better”. I really, really wish to do that, but it is not me. I have now been scammed for over 500k in last 8 years in car business. Not even close to what some have lost as they claim. But I don’t blame cars for it. Until the end of time I will stand by them, love them and never quit. I will get it right and I have no choice, I want no other choice. I will rule this business and mark my fucking words, because that is the only redemption for my wrongs and the only proof of my innocence. Loyalty is the only way to get something done.

They say, you should only speak, when someone is listening, today no one listens, they just need a distraction from there own misery. They pretend to listen long enough to find comfort by comparison in your plight.

They advise me to move on, no sir, I will not, I will mend what I break. Grass is not always greener on the other side. Loyal to a fault.

Blessed

Blessed are the people who have a sense of direction and a purpose.