Monthly Archives: July 2014

Tsao Ni Ma

Every bit of me to keep me from teaching someone a lesson they won’t forget. I don’t care if this is Taiwan. Oh my lord I need the strength at times to walk away.

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Forbes sold to Chinese investors

Forbes sold to Chinese investors http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/business-28380634

Be aware of your surroundings at all times. I made the right decision,  Taiwan and Hong Kong it is.

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Idiots from cyberspace

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July 19, 2014 · 5:58 pm

Sofee D

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You should be here with me.

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Super Moon

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I am alone and I don’t mind, as long I can be a source of light on a dark night for you someday. 

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I am not here

Neither I am here nor is my shadow
My foot prints on the sand are not mine either
The wrinkles on these sheets are not from my body
the laughter you hear is not mine either

This love that seems to creep up never was mine
this kindness I show is from someone else
the spark in my eye that occasionally shows
belongs to another’s eye

These words here do not belong to me
my soul nor this body is mine
a bit of cheer that shows now and then
is like this life that was never mine

Hope in me is what was left by another
the strength in me is from her temper
the tears that come up are held by her eyes
the pain in me is from her smile

I am not here
just what you left of you
I was never there
I needed to find you to find me

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to the readers, my brother once said “fuck your poetry and your words” well I never had these words until I was left for dead. Out of nowhere these come up, I never think of them nor do I sit down to write. The people I loved the most never once asked me what happened, how did I fall this much as a person. The answer was I didn’t until today I am trying to prove you wrong. I was tripped by a ruthless world of business, I was not ready for the big leagues. I never believed that anyone will do what they did to me. But when the only one’s that matter to you believe your wrongs than people like me have no need to defend ourselves in the yes of any other. I wonder if I am such a horrible person which I now believe I am, why I don’t just give up and start fresh? Why I am I still willing to take a bullet for any of you. Tell me if horrible people hurt so much that they cannot smile? Fuck my poetry? I guess.

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Palestine

I see a lot of posts about Palestine from Muslim folks. Where are the leaders now, we need America to interfere as usual? Than they turn around and hate us? Anytime the Muslim leadership is ready to join the civilized world I think they are ready. Corrupt MotherF$%Rs let women and children die and do nothing but condemn, not even that with any pure intention of helping. Peace will not be achieved with violence and hate only death and destruction will be achieved by that. Educate and learn not fear what you do not know, by knowing it. Learn and resolve issues with intelligence, not by burning shit in your own country.

You do realize that our own Prophet PBUH moved his entire people from one place to another to avoid blood shed?

What the fuck is wrong with you people? You lost the war move the fuck on. Getting women and children killed by putting them in harms way just so you can prove what? Nothing, you are a fucking dumb ass who lost and now will die pretending you did not. Your leadership is corrupt, you fear the west like it is a disease but at the same time use their research and education to cure yours.Leave that land, just leave it. No one in their right mind will touch your holly sites, you can have a U.N charter drawn to the effect. Get the fuck out. Do not play victim, time to move on and let there be peace. I know some of you will get mad reading this, but when you fight, one side must loose, it is the nature of war. Why would God interfere when you are the one’s who started this crap. Do not bring God into this, you have done this and you are reaping what you sow.

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