Monthly Archives: October 2015

Can you understand

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We may seem like we are made of stone, but we still feel. Being a man is not a sin. Struggling everyday to fix things, getting up everyday to do our duty. If we succeed we are loved, if we fail we are called every name in the book. Do you realize we are a person? Not all is under our control. When a man earns a living it is ” what they are supposed to do” if a woman does it, it’s some sort of a statement. Stop bickering over money. None of us will take it with us into the next life. Love without conditions, love with true equality. Father’s try every day, don’t talk down to us when we fail. Help us!

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Memory remains

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October 25, 2015 · 7:38 pm

You wouldn’t remember

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Wish….

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Today

Happy Birthday SD !!!!!! They won’t let me wish you happy birthday but you know I always do! Love you kiddo.

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Knife

You are but a traitors blade stuck in my chest. Not of any inconvenience but to breathe. Befriend it, was my only option but the treachery you conceived I struggle to accept. For a person to know the power of their words, yet willingly abuse it. For a person to own another’s breath yet enjoy taking it away. What fun it is to you to ravel in my suffering. What fun it is to me that at least in some condition I can make you smile. It is as if a quick death is not a mercy I am worthy off. Hatred is so much easier than sympathy, revenge or forgiveness. Living unable to inn-act revenge upon the enemy within is so much more difficult. Life has changed in ways that I do not yet comprehend. But that knife you forgot shall live where you had left it. Don’t worry neither the wound nor the weapon seek to leave each other, certainly not in the assailants hands. It is part of my being, identity and a reminder, of time when a Trojan entered with a loving smile. Some say they can read faces, I struggle to understand spoken words.

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