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Facebook and Monsanto: top shareholders are identical

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Facebook and Monsanto: top shareholders are identical

by Jon Rappoport

March 22, 2014

Seven of the top 12 shareholders of Facebook and Monsanto are identical.

Even more to the point, three of the top five shareholders are the same.

The top shareholder, at the moment, in Monsanto is The Vanguard Group, which is number two on the list of top Facebook shareholders.

FMR, LLC, is the number one Facebook shareholder. For Monsanto, it’s number two.

The State Street Corporation is the number three shareholder for both Facebook and Monsanto.

BlackRock Institutional Trust Company is Monsanto’s number five shareholder, and ranks at number four for Facebook.

The other top dozen shareholders of both Monsanto and Facebook are Jennison Associates, Sands Capital Management, and the Vanguard Total Stock Market Index Fund.

(Note: If you consult open listings (for example,, you can look at the major shareholders of these two publicly…

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March 27, 2014 · 10:50 am


After man hits a certain point in life, by a miracle it dawns on a man in the dark. The life he may have lived was dark. He did not see what he wanted too, so he closed his eyes to what was in front of him. When somethings shatter they can never be put back together, the feel is different the touch changes. He realizes that nothing interests him, he lives and exists to repair the damage. He wishes she will see him struggling and walk over and say I see it. Morale is low, strength depleted but he goes on towards the only home he may have known. Many places he found for himself but home was a feeling he tied to another being. It no longer matters the room or the doorway, he does not sleep much anyways. It is alone that he travels, companions all abound. It is not the matter of hate, or regret. It is a matter of belief that he only felt in her. Absence of that being, let’s him see but not feel. If there is to be another life, he will know better. If there is to be another touch of her hand, he will never let it go. He promises this to himself and begs for her mercy. All the while knowing, that she does not hear him, knowing that she may have given up and walked away. In his solace he realizes his mistakes. In his Solace he reminds himself, debt must be paid…  

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Woman from San Jose


You are a like a broken knife in my rib cage. I cannot seem to remove you and you haunt me in day time and night. When awake and asleep. Enjoy killing someone who meant no harm. Enjoy the ignorance you live in, just so you may feel better and have it easy. Guess what? If it makes you smile and sleep better, so be it. 

How would you even think I would do such things on purpose? How would you even believe that I would have ever betrayed you in such a manner. Your doubting me made me doubt myself for 5 years now. 5 fucking years I spent questioning my shadow, my capabilities, trusting my own instinct. The pain the pure torture you put me through, simply because you were too arrogant. Despite of all of this, even today I never wished you ill, I never once wished you harm. You ruined my life and yet I pray for you to be happy. Replace me, if you can.

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March 20, 2014 · 9:07 pm

Sofee one day you will


Hello Mini Annie,

One day when you are all grown up, big and strong. Maybe someone will show you this. If daddy could sell little pieces of his heart to make it all better he would. If I could just put it in words how I miss you, I am pretty sure that a new language will be invented.  Everything I have has your name on it. I spell your name at least 20 times a day. I wake up every single day praying for you and a chance to make up to you. Your absence has taken my ability to be happy. I celebrate your birthday alone every time and pretend you are there. I imagine what you do, how you are. Tears sometimes come out of nowhere but I suffer this because:

You are mom’s life. She loves you more than anyone can, perhaps even me. Grandma made me promise one thing. Never separate or get between a mother and her child. I know this now looking back at my own life.  I would be dead or would have given up  if it wasn’t for my mom. Point is that I walked away so many times from a fight because even if I win I loose. 

I am sitting in a rest area traveling through Wyoming. I just had to let you know that sure as the sun rises, your daddy misses you every moment.  I don’t complain for what happened,  I am not innocent in gaining this fate. At the same time I didn’t exactly do what your mom believed I did. But it is okay,  her anger is only a reflection of the love she has for me or had at least.

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From NBC4 Huston : Calif. Cop Charged With Raping Maid

I thought you might be interested in this story: San Jose,  Calif. Cop charged with raping the person he was tasked to protect.

The cesspool that is San Jose now. Went from being a cool big city to  Creep- ville that never ceases to amaze me with the quality of humans it hides. 

Sent via the NBC4.

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