Loud

When someone baits you into hate, you must walk away. Keep your distance, sounds easy right? Not so much when you find yourself tethered to them. It is a hamster wheel from hell propelling a life support system. So tempting to just leave, but you know that the impact of your relief is never ending pain for people you love. It is like being hostage to your own loyalty to those who could care less.
It is as if your duty dictates to save the one’s who can literally watch you die and will never thank you or even understand what you did for them. A thank you is far, a smile is too much, maybe just a little less judgement from those who don’t understand the silence of a man with a very loud voice.

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