What state my soul is in when it does not know how to Grieve. Numbness with knowledge off pain. But unable to break the wall that is me. I know I am in pain off a great loss but I swallowed it like all others. I am in disbelief of my Aunts passing, the single most powerful influence on my life. I can hear her telling me to take care of myself, never once complaining about her pain.
I saw it and I felt it. I knew she was gone before they told me.


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