You are a reminder of how the best things in life I lost chasing the one’s that gave up on me. It is hard to imagine the foolishness I have showed in my decisions, now that I can actually see. Your presence was soothing and your love for me is the only thing that can override my worst fears.
I hope that all is not lost, for if it is, so is my hope of ever truly smiling again. I know you do not wish to speak to me, but if you would, all I would ever say is that I am sorry and that now more than ever I need you to look at the good in me, because I need you to tell me that I am heading in the right direction.