Cannot convince myself otherwise. I make such poor decisions at times, based on other people’s promises. No one ever does what they say they will unless there is a consequence they fear. I am sick of getting promised crap and than I break my promises to others based on agreements.
I cannot do this without other people at least remotely trying to push through. I feel like I just carry the weight of a thousand souls. I just want to make things work. Why is it that people do not ever see past a day or a week. A little hard work now will get us all far, very far.