The moment you realize you probably Won’t make it. That intense feeling of despair and Lack of hope.
The moment when, you write your final to do list. Failure becomes the greater possibility, knowing that you won’t allow it to take you alive your final conviction.
There are only so many times I can allow these moments to visit, before I hold them in a tight embrace and they must take me with them.
For it is better to die on your feet, than to live a life time on your knees. What is it about men like me that keeps us fighting, a fight that never ends. The eventual realization that we are at war with ourselves our only defeat, the inability to forgive ourselves.
The ultimate realization, I am the problem.


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