They say everyone is dispensible. I learned that it is not true, some people wether in personal life or in business take with them true friendship and love. I learned that not everyone is dispensible and I now see this issue much differently and I try not to let my ego or arrogance cloud my judgement when evaluating a relationship. Sometimes I wish that instead of growing up on my own since the age of 17, there was someone around me to teach me some basics of life. Learning through experience is costly, on body and soul.